OMG. Loads of homework, and i cant seem to finish them all. I feel sick. ._. English lesson, slept, was feeling like shyt, being sick isn't fun. ._. Pe, didn't run too, cough. Excuses. Hahas. :X And yea, i have no time. Time is ticking, ticking, ticking.

I dont know what happen, but i guess it will never be the same? Who knows? I will back out. (: For the sake, of everyone. (: CHEERS.

Even though you are a teacher, could you kindly please respect our life. Our life is not only for studying, we have other plans too. I know you also sacrifice your time, but, could you please inform us earlier for us to prepare. It is really irritating, when friends planned well and nice for an outing and suddenly because of your 1 sentence, our plan had to changed. I dont mind if there is this lesson if you had tell us earlier like few days or few weeks that there is a lesson. If you had tell us earlier, we would be there at least not in a really bad mood like today. (: know what? Our $30+ food is like wasted.

FML. (: I LOVE MY LIFE. <3

Seriously, the moon is really something to predict the future? :X i saw on newspaper that this weekend will have the big moon or bright moon, forgot. Then everytime this mb\oon appear, there will be a disaster that happen. Okay, i know its superstition? But this time, it really happen, again. It happen to japan man, OMG. And the situation there is really damn disasterous. ): So many people die, no house. :X Let wish and pray, no more Tsunami/ serious earthquake would happen in Japan again or even other places. Maybe Global warming? I think we should all start to save the Earth man. Like seriously! Even if it doesn't happen to your country, but that kind of feeling is still not that good. We are all humans, and we all have to play a part in saving the Earth. I promise, i will try to bathe as fast as possible. :X Anyway, JAPAN GAMBATTE! I really dont wish this kind of things to happen, so sad man. ):

Today shucks. Was having mood swing for no reason i guess. Was moody all the day, and dont felt like talking. ._. And guess what, she gave us back the homework. And i was asked to see her and explain to her for my work. She said the handwriting is different, ask me explain. ._. I write with pen of different thickness, handwriting not the same what? what I ask somebody do? Who would be so free to help me do? I dont think they even want to do their own work, how would others help me do my homework. Seriously, ._. And when she ask if what i say about the pen and that work i done is really written by the same person, which is me. She ask so many times! I'm innocent okay! OMGGG. ._. ohya, after school was fun. (: Our coach is back, but today, he did not teach us. :X And Leader Tong say that he's a gayyyyy! OMG. They are just veryvery good brothers? :p Like clement and junquan? Hahhas. x) Crappppppppinggggggg. I'm boreddd.

I AM NOT GOING TO BE THE OLD ME. GIVE ME ATTITUDE, I'LL GIVE YOU BACK MINE. BAD MOOD ALSO DON'T NEED GIVE ME ATTITUDE, I'M NOT A THING TO LET YOU VENT YOUR ANGER ON. PLEASE.

Hello. Just came back from CIP. Its quite okay. At least they never chased us away. :p HAHAHA. GOOD. 4E2'11 (Y)! The elderly quite okayy ba. Seriously, now, i'm so bored. I got nothing to do. NOTHING! I'm bored ttm! Damn it. :\

I'm not me. I'm fake. I was not like that before. Last time, I'm not so pestimistic. Last time, I'm not so emotional. Last time, I'm not so 38. Last time, I'm not so hot-tempered. Last time, I'm not so obeseeee. Last time, I'm not so irritating. Last time, I'm not so defiance. I want to turn back time. For key's sake. :X If i had a time machine, I would not want to meet you, i want to be the old happy me. PEACE.

Life is unfair. Like seriously. Why does pretty girl have all the privilege? Ugly girls get the leftovers. ._. Life is just so damn unfair. :\ Appearance mean so much? ._. OMG.

I feel unwell now. Heavy head, running nose, painful ulcer. ): Wanted to do DNT, but i cant. Do the survey, microsoft word is not cooperating with me. Damndamndamn. I need a teddy to hug on. :\ I'm behind time, Mr Lee say so, But how?? Now how do seyh. ):

This song, i like. :3 Though quite long le? HAHAHAS. I'm yours~~! xD





Leader TONG.





Those above, may not be the richest and prettiest girls to others. But they will always, be my one and only BFF. The most prettiest, kindest, best girls ever. :3 HAHAHAS. Dont be too touched, friends. LOL. Joking. x)

YAY! Siyan bought sticky for me! (: hahas. anyway, today is a ._. day. :X hahas. ohya, i meet with blinger today. Went to buy chocolate from shopandsave. Yet, i fall down. Hand blueblack plus swollen, i dont want it to be swollen tomorrow. :X And when i fall down alot people looking sia. ): DIU LIAN DAOOOO. ):



I regret. ):




Its a friday! A cca day, now i'm tired to the max. and my legg is like cramping now for no reason. ): I want to sleep well tonight. :\ no cramp like last time please! :X


This time,i seriously mad le. ):

Hello! yeap, Common test is over! YAY. Now i can compp everyday. Hahas. seriously, i have nothing to write, just here to keep my blog alive. :p Unlike you know who, MVP and Blinger, haven update blog. Hahas. okayy, 10.40 le. Time for sleeping soon, and i haven done with my cca uniform. :X byee!


You know, you gave me a feeling that is not realistic, thats why i kept asking the same question. :p not that i dont trust you okay. :X but i like it. x)



Its first day of common test today, and something happy, the things that i memorised for SS came out! Hahas. But i dont know if i can pass SS still, and the SBQ is sososososo hard. I dont know how to do but crap. x) After school is fun, when ADSS SHINEE plays, and 'study' together? :p And the most funniest part was that MVP fall down, dragging Blinger down? As always, the leader de good point is to fall down! right? xp Was discussing with Lorraine about the blog thingy just now. Quite fun? LOL. Now, i'm depressed. :\ He lied to me! Hmph. Dont you hope that everything would be the same like last time, and those happy moments wont just be forgotten like a rubbish thrown away? I dont mean this sentence to him, but everyone. its just a random question, no meaning, no harm. :X hahas.

                            

HELLO! Its now _____pm. Few hours to the common test day. OMG. And guess what, i haven start on my revision seyh. SS, touch also haven touch dao man! maybe later? x) Common test, future not at stake yet, But money/ free meal is at stake!! :X But, bobian lo. i no mood study. ): Saddddd. I try, i will really try to study for the sake of myself, for the sake of my friends, for the sake of my family, who want me to do well. Last but not least, the free food waiting for me to eat them. :3 HAHAHA!

Yay! i'm posting again. And i am damn happy yesterday. Cause i get the first chocolate for Valentine's Day in my whole 15 years of life. So touch man. Thanks Giorgios. x)  And yesterday, we do poa in school again. And i manage to 'solve' the poa. :D the rest damn bu shuang. Hahas. Today, we went to woodgrove sec for N7 cluster jamming? Actually we went there to hunt for shuaige(s). ROFL. No la. :p jokejokes. Learn quite something. :D And i manage to find some pictures of my cousin on his cca board. and took the photos. Gonna post it later if i had time. Actually now also not posting de lor, but request by Leader MVP. No choice. Hahas. Nothing to say le, Bye..(;

'Study' outing today, should meet at 11am but i was late. Even Flamer was there before me. Hahas. Anyway, we studied and do our own things in the library and went to causeway. Eat, then chiong to comic connection, mummy meeting me at the interchange, thats why, we chiong to comic connection just for me. :p they so good hor. Hahas. And went to waipo house after that. Then receive MVP's message that she bought valentine presents for us. Yipee! HAHAHA. after that, i sleptt. For the dayy. And i decided to go to Wild Wild Wet on march holidays with my friends. But depends on whether we get any holidays in march anot and my ahma let anot la hor. :X Hope can. :3 Ohya, i bought another set of SHINee poker card, damndamn shuai can. <3 I love my shinee la. Hahas. And tada, I'm done blogging. Byeee.

Anyway, i just went to facebook after not logging in for 1 day. :p was out the whole day yesterday  and back home for 5 hours to sleep and went out to school again. Hahas. Ohyea, and i saw what MVP post on facebook about a guy who is anti-shinee and saying that SHINEE sucks. OMG, HOW COULD HE. ): Hmph. :\ And i saw giorgios commenting on his youtube wall? She say dao very (Y). Hahas. I think from now on, i will visit his youtube wall everyday to see him get thrash by shawols. (: Today cca is okayy, rather fun and i like it though it is at the HTA. (:




I feel so pekcek now. I dont know why. And i'm bored. Anyone free to talk on the phone about random stuff? :p Ohhh, geography and POA test tomorrow, and i'm not studying for it. ): Awesome or what? Sighh.Where are you? o:

HEYY! ADSS'SHINEE! Can we have our blogshop done? I want money! :X And i'm sorry but we have to rely on Blinger Lorraine cuase i dont know how to put those picture ups for what we selling and those navigation. I'm a Computer noob! x.x




I am hostile, selfish, annoying, irritating, forgetful. I am obese, ugly, unkind, bad, naughty, defiance, stupid, idiotic. I am also always talking crap, bullying, scolding people. But, I dont care. I'm a human. and i'm just that imperfect. I'm trying my really best to be better, but all you gave me is cold shoulder and nothing else.. Sighh. Damn it.


This post is not emo okay! x.x







I'm lazy to post. need take so lone time. :X Everything on facebook! (:

YAYYYY! Its angpow day, (: Hahas. Though angpow is lesser, but i manage to still get angpows. :p Wake up at 8 bathe, ate and went to bainian. sitting there listening to the adults talking at waipo house, then remmebered ruiting saying to sms her when bainian-ing, cause very bored.  so i went sms her .was also waiting for jocelyn to arrive but, i never even saw her when i leave to go home. Then when i go home, my cousins was all there! crowded. :B but i chao happy de, cause this means more angpows, HAHAHA. After that sit a while, talk, watch tv, den gambled. :p HAHAHA. I lost $3! :X so sad neyh. After that jiu went to see ahgong together at the nursing home, can see he quite happy ba? Cause we can see the tears of joy? (: After that the adults was talking with ahgong, and the younger generation, which is me, chat with one another again. Cuzzy's talk. (: Then we were talking about the belt one of my cousin wore. Super expensive sia, he not heartpain, i heartpain for him man! 1 LV belt on the waist $800++. o: OMGGG. And was also talking about other random stuff. And yeah, we talk about KPOP. Of course talked about SHINee. <3 And 2AM.  After that jiu went home le lo. (: I LOVE today. :D

Will try to upload de photos yesterday when ADSSSHINEE' is gambling. :p

I'm so bored! Everyone is busy,eating, packing, cleaning. I bet, ADSSSHINEE' is eating their reunion dinner now. So better not to sms, but i really really bored. Sighhh. Heyhey! who's free now? I bored until i can fa mei now. :X Ohyaaa, Today ADSSSHINEE' came to my house, eat and play cards. (: and i'm proud to say that i didn't lose money! in fact i win $1.50. :p And i can tell you Flamer TSH is damn funny lo. x) All of us was like laughing like hell. They went home at 3 and after they went of i ironed the clothes, and napp. Dinner than now here, rotting. ROFL. Nothing to say leeee, Byeeeee! And Happy Chinese New Year. (;

So many test a day really killing me man! Tireddie' Eyes closing,  but wanted to wait for lorraine to online, i wanted to do something to the blogshop, but i dont know how. So infact, i waiting to order her. So bad hor. :X so, ADSS'SHINEE went causeway to buy clothes with me! hahas. huiying cant make it, so we go on our own. And i finally buy a clothes, Hahas. So after that ruiting and sihui went home first, cause of some reasons. Then went Long john buy dinner with the other shinee member, but lorraine went off first den i go home with giorgios. LONG JOHN really nice sia! i eat dao hen fulll. Okay, tired le, Sleep time! :p Byeee!

I WANT TO BE BETTER, I CAN DO IT! I think. ROFL. I just dont have that kind of mood, unless my exams are round the corner, or someone make me very dulan. Today, class cheering rehearsal, again. But at least today is abittt better than Saturdayy. Got class tee, colour quite okay la, but the design is different from the one we see as draft lo. ._. I showed my sibling and their first reaction was like, ' Eww, WTH is this. ' ROFL. Tried revising in school But end up testing MVP- G on her FNN, I'm such a good person. NOT! Hahaas. Anyways, manage to know 1 things about Control account. Sighh. 1 thing, damn pathetic hao ma! Dinner, gossip, went home. :p Seriously, gossiping is like my hobby. Hahhas. Nothing to say le, Byeee. (: Stay tuned to my next post. :p

Andand, ohya, ADSSSHINEE' GAMBATTE, LET'S GO TOWARDS OUR GOAL! (:

I'm back from shopping again! (: its good to spend money on things like bags, shoes and clothes when you are feeling down. HAHAHA.Went to cotton on, no size sad lo. All left 'M' size,blame who? Blame your own size lo! x) Hahas. anyway, manage to buy 1 pants and a zinc bagg. But still got alot of things haven buyyy, my clothes.! T.T Butbut, tomorrow, blinger and MVP will pei me go causeway shopping after school (: Flamer and taemints cant make it cause they got idiotic gu zhneg cca. :\ Hope tomorrow can buy dao my clothes with Blinger and MVP! (: Ohya, Went to Giorgios and Lorraine blog again, since they blogg today, i so touched man! :$ hahas. ILOVEADSSSHINEETOO. <3

I'm better now, thanks to ADSSSHINEE' and some friends. (: Went to lorraine and giorgios blog, and found out that sihui's shoulder is broad. :p If i know, i should have lean on it yesterday and not only the toilet door. But since it's already occupied, the toilet door is fine. Hahahs. And yeah, sorry that i went home yesterday myself. :X Now, i just wanted to forget about yesterday and carry on my life. I dont remember, i dont remember yesterday. Today went shopping for my clothes, but only manage to buy 1. Going for second round later maybe when mummy is awake from her nap. :B

Friends are really good comfort when you are feeling down,down,down,down,downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. And it is really good to have frens, especially someone like them. (:



Back here! was busy doing the blog for blogshop. :p MONEYMONEY! if only there is customers. :p So i shall stop here, hahas. I'm lazy, YES! Byee!

HAHAHA! I'm back. :p So, was chionging my dnt coursework now. :X sighh. So hard to do leh. o: and know what i heard a joke, my brother ask me, ' Tian, teach me how to blog.' I was like, LOL. Blog, write your happenings la. How teach?! Going back to my coursework now, Byeeeeeee!

Today is not a really good day. Hahs. x)

I need a shoulder, badly, now. ):

HELLO! (: Was listening to HELLO and LUCIFER while posting and i get quite hhyper up now. Hahas. So, its a friday. So fast. ): Monday, school again. EWW. Today wake at 8 plus sms TANSIHUI that she cant my house le, cause need go out with ahma to buy things. Sorry eyh! :X so, went to the industry there to buy BAHGUA, biscuit, sweets etcetc. :p I'm so gonna get damn alot of weight this new year man! Aunt even bought me half kilo of bahgua, just for me you know! :$ hahahas. Then after that went home, awhile only ahma ask me go admiralty with her again to buy some vegetables. o: So went with her, bought things and i saw secthrees from our school, they are back from camp! Turn black liao wor. xp Went home, hungry, cooked maggi with crabstick. yummy! I cook de ma. :p The rest of my day i shall spend it rotting? o: Post laster, MAYBE! xp Sayonaraaaaaa~!

ADSS SHINEE'10 FTW! ♥  HAHAHA.

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Just came back from hospital, I didn't know ah gong was in isolated room until now. :X so serious. o: and i know it now, its like i thought he was in normal ward but in the end, is isolated room. When we go in must put mask, like SARS like that. First time, i enter this kind of room. :X He is so different le, no smile, no energy. OMGG. :X Luckily, i went today, if not jiu cant see le. o: cause only four person allowed to see him. And only the same 4 people. Lucky or what? :X

No school! (: Hahahas. But got HBL. ._. Still need to do work lo. Somemore more work than go school. POA, Maths, Chinese etcetc. Alot man!  So, Sihui, giorgios, ruiting is now at my home, doing work together. and sihui very lazy, only wan to play. dun wan to do...Play time! (: Byebye. :p

Even if i use colour to colour my life, its still black and white. ):

School, yet and again. :X I'm bored. real bored, nobody to talk to now. ): Everytime like that de. Tsktsktsk. So need chiong DNT coursework to show mdm woo tomorrow. Sec 4 life is so damn NO LIFE la! >:\ Heyheyhey, I'm so bored. and suddenly, i think of things and my brain starts to fly to everywhere. hahahas. Daydreaming. :X Ahgong was hospitalised i guess? Vomitted blood. OMGGGG! so serious hor! :X Get well soon neyh. :D  Byee!


Life is so bored and meaningless to me. I want to sleep and sleep forever. ):


He become different le, from we first know. Can i turn back time, for just one time? I dont want to look like i dont care about anything. :\

HELLO! I'm back. Happy New Year All! 2011 is here, i dont really like it. LOL. 2011= O' level year. OMG. And yeah, past few days were super busy. Grandpa passed away, on christmas eve, sad har. And so basically, christmas party was cancelled, and we attend de funeral. o: Was like going home at 12am and wake up at 7. Tired ttm! So thursday, we sent him to err, burn? WTH. I dono how to say. But seriously, everyone was crying and shouting damn loudd. ): So,  wecant do anything but to carry on with life? RIP Grandpa.

Now, today 01/01/2011, a brand new year, a idiotic morning. WTH. Was ask to wake up at exactly 8. I was like WTH? So early for what. No choice jiu wake up lo. then daddy went work, mummy went to uncle house pray for grandpa, ahma go cut hair, i'm slacking at home now with my sister! going to cousin's house later. (: somehow like a renioun dinner? (: And My phone batt went flattt, plus charger is at waipo house. ._. Few more days to school reopen, i haven do my homework. :X FMLFMLFML.

I wake up early, again! To go marketing for grandma, and i shun bian buy breakfast for those lazy pig that is sleeping at home. :\ Then, went home, mop the floor, yea, boring. ._. and went to temple. After that jiu computer all the way, (: School reopening soon, i hate it. :X







Hello! New blog here. (: I'm gonna start blogging again, i think. Hahahas. So this few days, quite alot of things happened. so i shall summarise it. :D

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Happy birthday Laura! Andand, it was also my first day and first time to work- Helping out at the bookshop. Quite fun. wake up early in the morning, prepare and went for work till 1 den leave for admiralty to meet my brother, den my mom. went for checkup, after that, had long john silver. takeaway dinner for ahma den went home.

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As usual, wake up early bathed all that, prepare and went out to see granddad. After that, went vivocity. Shopped, lunched then went home. After reaching home, was watching videos on facebook till now. (: And yeah, i haven started on any of my homework. How cool eyh? few weeks away from school reopen and i've done nothing yet, :X Hahas. shall end now, time to continue on my videoos. :B Byeee!